about time

Dear Silly Bearwolf,

how long will i love you???how long will i stay for you???how long will i be with you???how long will i miss you???how long will i get to you???how long will i need you???how long will i hold you???how long will i want you???how long will i wait for you???how long will i say good morning to you???how long will i say 'i do' for you???how long will i love you???

As long as stars above you and longer if i can; and as long as you wants me too...As long as Our Father say that we can do...

Soulmate

Soulmate is someone who will completed us being human.Some people think that everyone have their own soulmate.Then, how about with the priest or the spinster or everyone who has decided to be single ???? who is their soulmate????? Or we can say that soulmate is looks like a fairytale with "happily ever after"  in the end..??Dont ever try to wasting your time just for waiting you soulmate come like a prince comes into you with his white hourse and his swords...Maybe your soulmate is around you or it is you, yourself is your real soulmate..?

Siluet

Pekatnya malam mengharu biru si jagat raya

Kilauan putih sang kalbu seakan menghias malam

Ribuan siluet tergores asal dalam tiap pejaman mata

Lantunan simfoni indah terdengar dari Kumpulan jeritan nelangsa, seolah bersatu padu 'tuk ubah goresan siluet

Tak hentinya jeritan nelangsa berdaung indah memandu tiap goresan menari indah membentuk sebuah lukisan siluet nyata dalam kilauan kalbu

-rkw-

Valentine from Memphis

What is love?

What is love, really?

There has to be more than what I've seen. What I see is not for the keen. Thy soul shines one aura of connection. May it receive, may it relate, and may it wonder to illustrate these many steps to eternity. What title may I call this phenomenon? Such more than love. An unspeakable force, beyond all sense. When all hope is dead. These things we perceive, they might see. I hope you see what I feel. Get the feeling first. Follow your heart. I follows this. May it guide you on your own. Are you ready for the pulse of an ominous altering breath. Was it for this moment? Take a second now, hold yours. May it synchronize. Harmony playing in our souls, such ecstasy. We dance with no care. There is no tire in our steps. See this now. Now...you are here. You're my heart. I am yours. I'm so glad you can make it. We will be settled soon. Your feet are tired now. Are you now realizing you are here. Be still my love and walk to the waves. You're smile might make us fly. Your soul, yes. This is us. It's not just what we see that we were after, a along. This is it. Our souls dancing after we drink more tea. My soul stays here. I hope yours does too. Now you see. I wouldn't miss this moment.

Leaving On A Jetplan

All my bags are packed, im ready to go...
I'm standing here, outside the door...
I hate to wake me up and say goodbye for my past...
Now, im leaving on a jetplan and i know i will never back again...
What for, leaving on a jetplan but still bring the bags...
The bags which bring all of the past, thats why i still feel heavy on my back...
Can i turn back and put them all..?
Of course, i can...but i dont have any time to stay long in there, only have a time to put them all...
Then,i turn back and should go now...
Now, heavy the burdens has been mild but the memory still exist inside...

Make it worth and real

Long distance relationship, sounds impossible to be real or definitely risky. Just because of this reason, doesnt mean this kind of relationship cant be working. This is just need a little more trust, patience,and God to help you to make it be real. 

Tips

• Tell them every day that you love them. Remind them that they are the best thing that has happened to you and that you they always on your mind.Distance can sometimes make you question each other's feelings, so make sure they know it every day.
• Sometimes phone/email/IM communication can get bland. Don't forget there are other ways to interact! Use the internet and find things you both can do together. It takes the pressure off, it gives you a break from constant talking, and it can be fun.
• Send or mail a surprise of balloons, flowers, or a special gift now and then. If a physical gift isn't practical, send a handwritten letter or even an e-card.
• Make plans to see each other again before you part. It makes the separations much easier if you know when you'll see each other again.
• Make a creative countdown and mail it to your partner to enjoy until you see each other next. For example, create a photo calendar, with something you add for each day to describe what you love about them.
• Spice things up by meeting halfway (if it's within a reasonable distance) to grab a bite to eat or get some coffee. This is a great alternative if you're not able to dedicate an entire weekend with your significant other. Or share a vacation now and then in a place that is new to you both.
• Make sure you are willing to be in a long distance relationship before entering one.
• Don't expect your long distance relationship to be perfect. Every relationship will have a few bumps in the road, and those bumps can seem magnified by your distance.
• When your partner contacts you, reply as promptly as you can. If your partner isn't replying, wait patiently and understand that your partner may be busy at that moment.
• Consider with somebody. Having a roommate or family member around can help keep you from being lonely.

Warnings:

• There will always be people who say that long distance relationships won't work. Just remember that they are not the people who are in the relationship, and they don't determine what you can and cannot do.
• Long distance relationships can and will test you and your partner; you need to trust him/her entirely, don't let paranoia bring down your relationship.
• It's easier to get into arguments in a long-distance relationship, because you can't always discern what someone's actual tone is through text. It's also a lot easier to say hurtful things when you're not face-to-face, but the words can hurt just the same. Take special care to watch how you interpret their words (for it might not be what they meant), and what you say when you're angry.
• Long distance relationships are not for the faint of heart. They can be very trying, but so can proximal relationships.

Nothing is impossible when you believe it will be happen.Let's make it worth...

not my plan list

Someone told me like this," In the end, its not going to matter how many breaths you took but how many moments took your breath away."
As long as i can breathe, this is my list of the moment that i want in my life this year:

1.) Completing my service commitment
2.) Passport in my hand
3.) Keep my relationship
4.) Tango dance practice
5.) Trip to Derawan
6.) Ubud/Bali refreshing day
7.) Ready to Weh Island
8.) Focus on a single point
9.) Meet each other
10.) Bearhug can be exist

10 greatest moments that will be happening in this year, make it true...

*)pray, positive thinking, and hard work

Peacefully and Warm smile,

Ruth

Chance

Dear my new year,

Starting a new chapter of my life, re-check my latest list from the latest year, making a new year list, looking deep inside of my soul, think more deeply, and say,"what else? or what next?".

Thinking more, more, and more.

Then, i realized something was missing in the last year, one pieces of my soul.

Try to rediscovery and try to implanting them deep in my heart and just hoping i will not losing it all back. Just close my eyes and my ears from all of this noisy voices, from all of this feeling inside, just need to hear a peacefulness voice. Need it more for this new chapter. Listening and seeing more than talking more. Trying to speak through the words. That's it, what i need to maintain my commitment and my focus for this chapter.

WPL,