not my plan list

Someone told me like this," In the end, its not going to matter how many breaths you took but how many moments took your breath away."
As long as i can breathe, this is my list of the moment that i want in my life this year:

1.) Completing my service commitment
2.) Passport in my hand
3.) Keep my relationship
4.) Tango dance practice
5.) Trip to Derawan
6.) Ubud/Bali refreshing day
7.) Ready to Weh Island
8.) Focus on a single point
9.) Meet each other
10.) Bearhug can be exist

10 greatest moments that will be happening in this year, make it true...

*)pray, positive thinking, and hard work

Peacefully and Warm smile,

Ruth

Chance

Dear my new year,

Starting a new chapter of my life, re-check my latest list from the latest year, making a new year list, looking deep inside of my soul, think more deeply, and say,"what else? or what next?".

Thinking more, more, and more.

Then, i realized something was missing in the last year, one pieces of my soul.

Try to rediscovery and try to implanting them deep in my heart and just hoping i will not losing it all back. Just close my eyes and my ears from all of this noisy voices, from all of this feeling inside, just need to hear a peacefulness voice. Need it more for this new chapter. Listening and seeing more than talking more. Trying to speak through the words. That's it, what i need to maintain my commitment and my focus for this chapter.

WPL,

He might be the one for you....

Being in a relationship is difficult these days. You see, we’re humans, and humans are nurturing. Well, a few of us are — mostly the females. It’s natural for us to want love and affection straight off the bat, often because we crave reassurance.
Females, whether they admit to it or not, enjoy being pampered. No, that doesn’t mean you have to buy us manicure/pedicure packages or flowers every week. What I mean by being pampered is showing positive emotion and sweet gestures every once in a while, maybe even once or twice a week.
A nice text every day works or even a FaceTime call. When a girl feels comfortable with her trust in you, it’s smooth sailing from then on.
We’ve all dated different types of guys and all of them are in our past for a reason. You may have had a guy who gave you all of his attention and suffocated you with his overbearing kindness.
You’ve probably also dated a guy who didn’t give you constant attention while you were both apart, but reassured you when you were together. You’ve definitely dated a guy who just didn’t give a sh*t.
In any case, you ended the relationship because one of you wasn’t happy.
There are four different types of guys in this world. Let me list and explain below:

1. The guy who immediately shows you he cares and caters to your every need

This guy gives me anxiety. Women don’t want to feel as though they are dating their girlfriends. Showing all of their love and affection after day one ruins the mystery and fun in the relationship.
Being available is heartwarming at first, but if you are available every single day and show up with flowers while reciting poems to us, we will definitely split. Don’t get me wrong; some women love this, but females like a good challenge. We want to learn something new about you every day, not in one day.

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2. The guy who never shows you he cares

This guy is just an assh*le. If you have been talking or dating for months and you’ve completely opened up to him, but he hasn’t done one cute sentimental thing for you, don’t bother.
If he doesn’t comfort you now, he just won’t comfort you in the long run. When a guy likes a girl, he will make the effort to impress her. If he doesn’t hug you, kiss you or hold your hand, get the f*ck away from him. He will only keep you emotionally unstable and feeling undesirable.

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3. The guy who cares but then ends up quitting

Some guys put all of their time and effort in a girl and then just quit after they get what they wanted. I’m pretty sure this is the most common type of male we encounter in our college days and in our 20s.
This guy makes us believe that he’s the one, and as soon as we show him that he has the key to our hearts, he has lost interest. This is the type of guy we question the most in our heads, and we take this heartbreak to the grave because we usually end up blaming ourselves for this relationship ending.

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4. The guy who doesn’t rush, but continuously shows you he cares and teaches you that patience is a good thing

This is a great guy. In the beginning, he will showcase his kindness and respect for you because he doesn’t want to ruin things with you. He picks up the phone and texts you a few times a day letting you know he is thinking about you.
He sets up dates in advance because he knows it will mean much more when you have something to look forward to all day. He’s not afraid to bring you out with his friends and give you occasional kisses on the cheek (because saving the rest of your chemical attraction for the private eye is sexier).
Most importantly, he reassures you that he still digs you, even when you don’t have to ask for it. This guy doesn’t rush into things too quickly or give up; he is happy when you are.
Being in a relationship means working together in sync. You’ll know your partner is the right one when he is willing to make things work with you instead of running away.
In order to find the right one, you have to eliminate the wrong ones. Get them in and out of your life fast because once you go through terrible emotions over someone who isn’t worth your time, you will realize what you want and don’t want in a serious relationship.
Happiness is the key to a successful relationship. When you find the right one, you will know. It won’t be easy, but as long as you two are working together, it will definitely be worth it.


Based on this article, i knew the guy that i have looks like... 
So find your guy type and thanks God you have the right one guy in your life...
 

Let it go or stuck on it forever

Sometimes, we're stuck in the past time or it commandeers our daydreams or it looks like a shadow in our daily life. To moving forward, we need the right key to unlock our chains that bind our feet in the past time. We have the key in ourselves but it depends us, we want to try find the key or not. 

Remember about the padlock and strive to find the right way to get free from the past. Is there anything you can't get over? Yes and no. You don't get over it, but you might find a different place to put it. You don't forget it, but the thought no longer intrudes. You don't pretend it wasn't bad, but you have a sense that you can heal. We don't get over the past. The ability to focus on the present,what we have now, and design our bright future is the right way to improvement.The best way is a mindfullness... Controlling your mind and make some practice to note in a nonjudgemental way the thought and sensations during the moments...

Reflection Of The Day: Born to be Army of God

Have we realized that God created us for a reason????

We lived in this world for God plans, and we didnt know what He planned to be for us...

Whatever about His planned,just trust that  His plans are good for us...God put us in a place, not without reason. He has a plan, maybe he wants to use us in that place for a change or even something that we never imagined.

We should remember that we are The children of God,we are His student and His children...He wants us to come to Him and always remember His name in everytime. Come to Him, and we will know His reason, come and pray to Him,and we will get an amazing experience, and get a surprise from Him....

He always makes everything beautiful in His time...And His plan never make you feel upset, but the happiness that you will get...

A song from Memphis

He did it again...!
always make me smile and make me happy more than before..and make me always say,"thank God, this may happens to me...".
Memphis gave to me a nice words to hear everyday..

Who is this beautiful girl (I--know--her---)
Sunrise, sunset, this moon is so bright (where--is-she-----)
She is my love, and these times might be dark.
I'll find you (this love--) (this love---)
It is a spark...
Oh, we see, our hearts have joined...
My sweet love, this path is ours (to love--we go---)
You are the other half, this is to cherish.
Her smile, her laugh, her beauty, and-- she is my friend.
(Oh love) when comes the day, what will i say--
But love, if it's okay (can i please stay--) in your heart--

Thanks for dear who gave it to me...:)

Around you

Everything happens for a reason...and im really sure that there is any kind of amazing reason why i meet some "weird" friends, meet some mean girl friends, and meet many kind of people. Having many different typical kind of friends is a kind of amazing moments in life...one problem that i've shared to them, i got many differences feed back...meet some friends when you've got a problem, it can helps you to find a way out for your problem...many signs can be shown as a form of escape...when you've got a problem, dont ever limit yourself to go out and meet everyone outside..because sometimes God using the people who are outside from your mind to help you...they are around you, you just need a little space to realize and see it if they're around you...

"The beautiful painting comes from many different kind of forms and colors that are not measurable..."

-R-